Last night I was weary. I teared up, didn't cry, ad prayed.
"God, please help me...I don't know what to do. My heart is burdened and I don't know why. Please help me. I want to feel better."
This morning, I woke up, and something told me to go Home.
So I did. I left college and came home for the night.
I have to leave my house at 5:00 to get back on time for my 7:00 class.
It's a small price to pay, for God answering prayer. In one night, he answered my prayer.
Not to mention, my momma told me tonight that she woke up this morning and something told her that I would be home tonight.
Life is good, God is great. And I love to be able to trust that God will provide for even my little petty weariness.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
P to the D to the A
It may all be a matter of opinion.
What do you think when you see a couple together?
Truly, what do you do? Do you cringe? Do you smile? Do you feel the green eyed monster tap you on the shoulder?
Ok, it really doesn't bother you. . .but what if. . .
They are all over each other. They are kissing, groping, and just handsy all over. They are talking sweet, sometimes more than sweet, just being all in all inappropriate.
Ok, so maybe it doesn't matter.
What if it does. What if they are your friends. Your close friends?
Still doesn't matter. . .(to me anyway).
What do you do when you possibly show annoyance.
Then they say those words. . . "You're just jealous.."
Is it "HOW DARE YOU?!" or "ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! JEALOUS OF YOU?!"?
Is it "Whatever, no I'm not, I'm just sick of you all being cute and annoying the sin out of me in class." or "Maybe I am, but you have no right to tell me that."?
The question is: How do you react? How do you take it when someone tries to tell you how you feel? When they are rude to you, but are honest. Do you hurt because their assumption is right? Do you getmad because they make an assumption in the first place? What do you do? You want to strangle them, or maybe you just blow it off. . .?
What do you think when you see a couple together?
Truly, what do you do? Do you cringe? Do you smile? Do you feel the green eyed monster tap you on the shoulder?
Ok, it really doesn't bother you. . .but what if. . .
They are all over each other. They are kissing, groping, and just handsy all over. They are talking sweet, sometimes more than sweet, just being all in all inappropriate.
Ok, so maybe it doesn't matter.
What if it does. What if they are your friends. Your close friends?
Still doesn't matter. . .(to me anyway).
What do you do when you possibly show annoyance.
Then they say those words. . . "You're just jealous.."
Is it "HOW DARE YOU?!" or "ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! JEALOUS OF YOU?!"?
Is it "Whatever, no I'm not, I'm just sick of you all being cute and annoying the sin out of me in class." or "Maybe I am, but you have no right to tell me that."?
The question is: How do you react? How do you take it when someone tries to tell you how you feel? When they are rude to you, but are honest. Do you hurt because their assumption is right? Do you getmad because they make an assumption in the first place? What do you do? You want to strangle them, or maybe you just blow it off. . .?
Sunday, November 2, 2008
What if your destiny is to be lonely?
So. . .What if you are destined to be lonely? This is something that I have been questioning for the longest time.
Some people's whole life desire is to grow up, get married, and have many chikdren. What if that's not what God wants for you?
What if Go sees this as your utmost desire and test you. What if he sees that that is all you ever want and he doesn't give it to you to test your love for him?
Could you handle it?
Lottie Moon had a boe. She loved him and he loved her, they were even engaged, and to be married on her next trip home from China. She never came home. She said it was too long of a distance to love that far and that her place was with China and God's will and people.
Could you be a Lottie Moon for God?
Some people's whole life desire is to grow up, get married, and have many chikdren. What if that's not what God wants for you?
What if Go sees this as your utmost desire and test you. What if he sees that that is all you ever want and he doesn't give it to you to test your love for him?
Could you handle it?
Lottie Moon had a boe. She loved him and he loved her, they were even engaged, and to be married on her next trip home from China. She never came home. She said it was too long of a distance to love that far and that her place was with China and God's will and people.
Could you be a Lottie Moon for God?
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